MUSING

I’m excited and scared, like I’ve been knighted and dared

to change the dang game my fangs are bloodied and bared -

compare my current state of being to the thing that was there

in my youth but now I’m used to shooting hundred proof flair;

I’m talking pretty and skilled, I been heated / I chilled,

I’ve been around the block now got a city to build,

get out the way if you’re a hater, got my flavor distilled -

safe to say I came to slay and babe I’ve already killed.

I’m wearing dresses and heels, I’m done depressing my feels

I’m over being underwhelmed, my blessings are real

so I’ll be sharing them and caring when invested in heals

cutting deals for the best and bet the rest is a steal;

to put it clearly though I’m nearly going out of my mind

with the need to free my genius on what things I’m inclined,

I got this little goddess in me lawless and kind:

my deity is speaking to me, call it divined.